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9/11
I've been watching a lot of the recent channel 4 programmes on 9/11 and can hardly believe those terrible events are now nearly ten years ago. I guess we can all remember what we were doing that day.
I was on leave at the time and headed into my local library to return a Mark Knopfler CD. I remember the usually friendly librarian being very quiet, but I didn't ask her what the matter was.
I met my mum for a coffee in town, but it wasn't until I headed into my local Tescos, that I realised something strange was going on. A small crowd had gathered around one of the instore display TVs, showing pictures of the first tower, as it burnt away. I left the store feeling quite sick as the security guard looked at me and said: "This is the start of the third world war mate".
By the time I had walked home, the second tower had been hit. I watched for a few minutes, then turned off the TV, put on PM on Radio 4, rung some family and friends, then kept on listening in horror, as events unfolded on the PM programme.
Despite the impending sense of doom, not knowing what was going to happen next, I just tried to keep busy, did my ironing and prepared liver and onions for tea, which I couldn't face eating as I turned on the TV back on, later in the evening.W
Where were you that day and what were you doing?
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At work.
I was working in the City at the time, in the same contract job I mentioned in the "pettiest thing" thread. It came down our Bloomberg tickers first, and then everyone ran to the TVs. We were desperately trying to get the BBC News website, but it was overwhelmed.
Then we all got sent home. We were near Tower 42 and a load of other tall buildings: they were worried about a London attack.
Got back to Ealing and spent the rest of the day glued to the TV. A profoundly weird day.
9/11
I was off work sick and still living with my parents. My mum came upstairs and said I better come down and watch the TV. We thought it was an accident at first, but then the second plane hit. I remember ringing the office to tell everyone, as it was pre-smartphone and widespread internet.
I wish I could forget it...
I was standing in the offices of Kerrang! magazine next to the singer of Napalm Death. I had a part-time job there packing T-shirts. There were TV screens all over the place and every one of them was tuned to CNN, broadcasting the horror that was unfolding. It scared the shit out of me.
Horrible Day
It scared the hell out of me as well, can't imagine what it must have felt like for those close by. I remember looking out at the sea from my flat window and wondering if this was the beginning of the end for us all.
I couldn't even begin to comprehend...
what it must have been like for those that witnessed it or those that lost their lives. I have to admit that I avoided watching news coverage of it very soon afterwards. I just couldn't bear to see it. To this day I've tried my best to block out thoughts of that day and those events. It was just too horrific.
So Terrible
I felt the same on the day, which is why I just turned on the radio. It wasn't until 10pm, that I turned the TV back on and watched into the early hours.
I was
I was in America, had taken my sons to florida for a holiday.
Inside I was a bag of nerves, but had to put on a brave front for my sons.
I have never been so glad to get back home after a holiday.
Terrible scary time.
I'd gone home for lunch...
Sky News on the go, and the first plane had hit. No-one could have thought it was anything but a terrible accident. Sat glued to the TV as it unfolded... and then the second plane went in. I phoned work and said I'd be back late and filled them in, as much as possible. Pointless going back, as once I did we simply huddled round the sole computer in the building with net access and refreshed the photos of people running from the dust cloud, in utter disbelief.
I left my job (where I'd been more or less happy for eight years) within two months. I don't think I'm the only person who undertook some major reflection because of the events of that day...
As the first plane hit
I was in a car with my ex-wife driving along the A66 towards Darlington to get our newish car through its first check. I remember switching on Mark and Lard wondering what was happening, as the conversation was pretty confused and no one seemed to know what was going on.
As we came into the garage, we wandered into the showroom and saw the TV just as the second plane was hitting. I remember feeling a cold, cold feeling in the pit of my stomach: it was obvious that something of great enormity was happening, and not an accident.
We rang our parents to see if they were watching this too. It was just too incredible to contemplate that this was happening. I think for the rest of the day everyone I know was pretty dazed at it all, just gazing at the news and wondering rather fearfully what the hell was going to happen next
I was at home, doing some DIY
I'd just booked a surprise trip for the GLW and I to Washington for our wedding anniversary in December and was watching The American President to get in the mood.
When the film ended, I switched the video off and the TV came on to the BBC, where they were endlessly replaying images of the plane hitting the tower. I spent the rest of the day watching in stunned disbelief as events unfolded.
And when the reports of Washington being attacked came through, it all felt like a bad dream.
I was working for B&Q at the time and the next day there was a two-minute silence. When that happened I had to walk away from the shopfloor to the warehouse where I absolutely broke down in tears as the horror of it all finally sunk in.
I was in Brighton at a company sales conference
I was working for a US pharmaceutical company as a Regional Sales Manager and some of my team had relatives in New York so the evening was spent making sure they could contact who they needed to. No one they were related to was affected and in a strange way the meal that evening was a weird juxtaposition of shock and relief.
Back at the hotel that evening there were lots of Americans trying to find a place to stay as all of the flights to the US from Gatwick were cancelled.
I spent most of the evening/early morning in the bar chatting to US citizens about what they thought of what would happen next. Within 12 hours the rumour had gone round that they would be bombing Kabul that night in revenge.
A strange but memorable night!
At work
It was erie. I work for a US company who have staff at the Pentagon and also customers in the Twin Towers. I remember the news unfolding and just getting worse every time we looked on line to see the latest news. A horrible day that got worse over the subsequent days when we realised just how awful it had been.
This, on the BBC website today is very well done and worth a watch.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-14634600
I was in the early days
of a job in Denmark. I got wind of the news from newspaper websites but they were soon overwhelmed making it hard to keep track of what was happening. I spent that evening, in the dark basement flat I was living in at the time, trying to follow the news from a combination of Danish TV and BBC World Service radio. I've never felt so lonely, alone and far from home, before or since.
I was at home, ill.
I remember turning on the telly, woozy and my chin hitting the floor. I don't think I moved for about twelve hours.
It was my last day at AT&T (UK)
I'd resigned and was on my way to join those 'video calling will change the world' scallywags at 3.
I recall some incredulous gossip mid morning that 'Japan has attacked America. They're at war again!'
Then all became breathtakingly clear as we all huddled around the BBC News websites all afternoon.
My leaving presentation took a very poor second place at 3pm. Everyone was stunned by the events and it was a simple five minutes of 'Well, Andy's off to pastured news, blah blah, here's a card and some gifts. Thanks for everything'. Then all hurried back to the news sites.
I was one of them. It was a memorable, strange day.
How odd
I was working at 3 at that time. We all tried to watch on the internet, but all the news sites were overloaded. I was sharing a house with some guys then, and when we got home, we watched tv for the rest of the evening. One of my colleagues was in NYC that day: he and his girlfriend had been going to the WTC that morning, but changed their minds and were going to the Empire State Building instead. Another colleague knew people who worked in one of the towers, but they had escaped. A horrible day.
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I was in the office
and I was the first to read the news. When the first plane hit, we all thought it was some appalling accident. When the second plane hit we all knew it was something much, much worse.
We were supposed to be working but nothing got done that afternoon. The Internet ground to a virtual standstill. The BBC website took minutes to refresh if it didn't just freeze and crash the browser. Annaova - then a major news site - was as bad. The place that did keep going all day was Popbitch. Given the substantial numbers of journalists using it - it was a proto-Twitter in some ways - it actually had the latest news snaps before they made it out via the official channels. There was a lot of misinformation. There were up to seven planes missing; Canary Wharf had been evacuated. Or hit. But it kept moving as the world lurched unwillingly into a new era.
I walked from Smithfields to Fenchurch Street to get the train home. I didn't want to be on the tube. On the platform, broadly speaking, people were either in silent contemplation or trying to make sense of it with their friends and colleagues. No one was reading fiction. There was no laddishness from the Essex city boys, no calls home to the boyfriend to say, "I'm on the train!" The Standard - then the only evening paper in London - was nearly sold out. I remember saying something inadequate to the vendor - you couldn't say nothing. Bits of their story had been retracted already. I read it all, but it didn't have anything I hadn't already read online.
I got home and met my flatmate. We exchanged stories, where we'd been etc and then I was able to see the film for the first time. Soon I'd seen it seven or eight times. We kept watching in case there was something new to learn, our impotence almost total other than trying to learn more. I phoned my patents and we said things we'd already said and repeated things we'd all heard on the television.
I didn't listen to music. It didn't even occur to me to try.
In Australia it happened during the night so I was asleep
The next morning I woke up and turned on the morning news just to get the weather and they were showing footage without commentary of people running down the street screaming covered in dirt and interspersed it with buildings crashing to the ground. It was like turning on a movie half way through except you could tell it was no movie.
After what seemed a very long time but what was probably only a minute they put a banner across the screen saying, "Terrorist attack in New York."
I actually felt some relief, at least now I could begin to digest what I was watching. The relief was shortlived as the enormity of it began to sink in.
My brother was in
New Zealand, and being a few hours ahead of me in Brisbane he phoned me at about 5 in the morning. All he said was "tun on the telly". I said "which channel" and he said "it doesn't matter" which made me sick to the pit of my stomach. I actually didn't have a telly, so I picked up the gist of what was happening on the internet and drove to a friend's house to wake him up. We turned the telly on just in time to see the towers collapse.
I was watching TV at the time:
The West Wing episode '18th and Potomac'; ten minutes from the end there was a news flash about the first plane hitting. After which we get the genuinely shocking end of the West Wing, then patchy coverage of what's going on in New York. I didn’t want to try to cope at that point, so I went for a late walk around the block, and to bed (before I knew the second plane had hit), deliberately not going near a TV or radio. First thing in the morning I was woken by three phone calls in a row. There was shock, followed by disbelief and a weird feeling that I can now call 'everything just changed'. Going into work that day, Melbourne was a very odd, quiet and nervous place.
I was serving my last six months
in the Army and I remembering wondering where this event would take me. That evening I went to the Madejski to watch Reading dump West Ham out of the League Cup and I recall the atmosphere in the ground feeling very strange. As it turned out it didn't take me any closer to a war zone than that but it had a huge impact on the lives of my younger colleagues
I was there too...
the Madejski Stadium I mean, not a war zone. I was off that day and I remember sitting down with my lunch ready to watch the footie news but was instead confronted by the terrible news from New York.
I called my dad to say the match must be off so no point me coming over, but he just said "don't be daft, the game is still going ahead, why wouldn't it?". I was just convinced it was the end of the world and that nothing would be the same again. I couldn't imagine something like a football game going ahead. As it happened, the game went ahead as planned and yes, there was a very strange, surreal and quiet atmosphere in the ground, although that's quite common at Royals' games...
fighting and football
I had a terrible shouting argument with an associate about work in a pub car park (I felt he had stolen a client), got in the car and Simon Mayo was trying to describe what was happening. Very rapidly put the argument in perspective. Drove home and watched the towers fall before another meeting.
In the evening I went to Liverpool vs Boavista in the Champions League. Very subdued evening.
It's only a game
I'd flown out to Mallorca that morning for a pleasant day trip to watch Arsenal play Real Mallorca in the Champions League.
I was walking through town in the early afternoon, when a mate called me over to the bar he was in and pointed at the TV screen. "It's all going off in New York. It's like World War Three"
The first thing I saw was footage of the second tower being hit. My immediate reaction was "Where's Bruce Willis?" It was difficult to work out exactly what was going on because I don't speak Spanish, but I managed to phone home and then we found an Irish bar with a Sky News feed.
I can't remember how long I stayed in there, but by the time I left, both towers had collapsed and I knew about the attacks on Washington. By the time I got to the stadium (via a church) I was hearing stories of at least another five aircraft "missing" in US airspace. After the match, we didn't know if we'd be allowed to fly back to London until we reached the airport. It wasn't the most relaxing flight I've ever had.
The match? We lost 1-0, not helped by some bad refereeing. It really didn't matter, it's only a game!
http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/football/champions_league/1535342.stm
I was in Cornwall, on holiday.
I walked into the holiday cottage, and one of my chums said "Something's happened in New York, but we don't know what". We didn't have a tv, so I walked back into the village to try and find somewhere with an internet connection. The BBC News site was down.
Eventually found a shop with the radio on, and finally found out what had happened. Completely surreal, and terrifying.
Got back to the holiday cottage, and one of the girls staying with us said "I don't know what the big fuss is about. Bloody America. If this happened in Africa, everyone would have ignored it". Strange woman.
Not that strange, maybe
She may well have had a point. To the media at least brown dead aren't worth as much as white dead. Horrible to think about that being true but it is, isn't it?
She may well have had a point,
however, that was her *first* response to being told about the attack on the World Trade Centre. Which strikes me as more than a little callous.
I don't know
Maybe I'm being overly generous to this person but many (including myself) find it difficult to respond to things like this in a "natural" way and use apparent callousness, humour or indifference to cover for this.
Now I remember...
That she was there in the cottage for the rest of the week and, actually, she just kept banging on and on about how everyone was making a fuss over *nothing* and that it wasn't that big a disaster in the great scheme of things.
Really, I'm quite a generous spirited person too (and I am more than capable of accidentally saying something entirely inappropriate when confronted with terrible news) but, believe me, she wasn't terribly nice.
Are you sure
it wasn't Blue's Lee Ryan in drag?
At the office
Like many folk, we got the news in dribs from the 'net.
It's worth remembering that the younger men at the firm seriously thought "Shit, we could be called up." No-one doubted that a major war was about to kick off.
As it turned out, it was two major wars; but that's perhaps for another thread.
I feared conscription too
At sixth form. Been in Bury town centre on lunch break but hadn't seen a TV. Arrive back at college for Media Studies to be told that planes had hit both towers. Teacher used his keys in the back of the telly as a makeshift aerial before sending us home. The towers collapsed in the intervening period between that and getting home.
My dad asked who the hell would do such a thing. Thanks to an old issue of Maxim magazine that featured a story about the 1993 WTC bomb attack, I was able to say Osama Bin Laden with a degree of authority.
That night, Jeremy Kyle, then known as Jezza on Century radio, read out a fake Nostradamus prediction that ended "And as the city of York burns, the third big war will begin."
I evacuated my stomach, bowels and tear ducts rather swiftly after hearing that.
The only time I've been worried about conscription...
Would have been early in 1980 ... I was 17 years old, stupid, still at school ... and the USSR had invaded Afghanistan ... American hostages were being held in Tehran at the time after an Islamic revolution ... it all seemed very tense and knife-edge in the context of more than 30 years of Cold War ...
but the Americans gave loads of money and weapons to Afghan guerrillas, jolly Saddam kept the Iranians tied up in the Iran-Iraq war in the 1980s, the Soviets finally withdrew from Afghanistan in 1989 and everyone learned their lesson.
I mean, after the British Empire and the USSR, who would be dumb enough to invade Afghanistan after that?
The late 70's early 80's were
very scary. A succession of Soviet leaders just about able to breathe, the Afghanistan invasion, the shooting down of the Korean airliner, US attacks on Tripoli in a cold war environment. I remember as a part time taxi driver the cab I drove was able to pick up Radio Moscow or the English version of it. The nightly bulletins suggested we were on the brink and quite possibly we were.
The day before
I had found out that the woman I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with had moved on to pastures new. I'd gone to work in a mood of deep depression, which got blacker as the day progressed - I was my own boss, and a one-man band, with no sympathetic colleagues to turn to for a friendly shoulder. Anyway, the afternoon came round, and I dealt with a client, and charged him some largish sum of cash, and made some poor remark about being sorry to spoil his day, and he came back with a comment to the effect that 'those people in the building in America that a plane has hit are having a worse one' And that's the first I knew. And like everyone else, I spent the next hours trying to find any news going, and repeatedly trying to fire up the BBC News website, which had, of course, comprehensively crashed. My own personal upset became a very insignificant thing against the enormity of what was happening across the Atlantic.
'This is the start of the third world war mate'
about sums up my sentiments. I was out doing calls in the West Midlands listening to my cd's in the car. I received a call from an office colleague and immediately turned on the radio. Simon Mayo was brilliant that day but very few words could adequately portray the sheer horror and fear. My daughter was 2 and I was really fearful that she was about to experience international conflict. In retrospect this was the start of World War III but it was an ideological war rather than the Nuclear Holocaust that we had been taught to expect in the 60's. The irony is that an event carried out in the name of Islam has set back the aspirations of Islam for decades.
The following day I had to collect my agent from Boston and take him for a meal - we were the only 2 customers in an Indian restaurant. It was a surreal meal - I wanted only to be in the bosom of my family and he wanted to be back home in the USA. I have never felt more frightened in my life and certainly no other event comes even close to this as being truly life-changing in my lifetime.
I was in Washington
I won't call it terrifying because I wasn't in the Pentagon, where things must have been truly terrifying. But the experience was deeply unsettling. At my office, we watched it all unfold on television but nobody quite knew what to do. Should we keep working? Was the White House or Congress going to be next? Were there more targets? Were the schools closing early in DC and the nearby suburbs? Were we supposed to pick up our kids early?
By noon, the streets were absolute gridlock downtown. All the bridges were bumper to bumper traffic trying to get out of the city, but none of the cars seemed to be moving anywhere. It was crazy. I left my car in a parking ramp and opted to take the subway home. It was jammed with people. But everyone was riding silently, which was even creepier. Just in shock, I guess. Also, as friends and I discussed later, a lot of us were sitting there feeling trapped and wondering if there were bombs on the subway or on the bridges out of DC. Your imagination is easily carried away. I didn't ride the subway again for 5 years, which sounds ridiculous and completely irrational, but there you have it. ... Everything in the whole area closed down the next day. Schools, etc. I think all I did was watch the news for days on end.
Can't believe it's been 10 years.
Received A Phone Call While At Work...
...from a colleague who was off that day ('turn the fucking telly on now...') and stood, mainly open-mouthed for a while before having to get back to work.
However, having worked through the rest of the day I only got round to calling my partner from work about 6 o'clock in the evening.
Me: 'Awful day. Did you get to see much of the news coverage?'
Her: 'What are you talking about?'
She'd managed to work until 3 in the afternoon in a busy office and then pick up her daughter from school without anybody mentioning it to her! I then told her to put the TV on and listened to her reaction as she witnessed it all for the first time. Very eerie...
Working as per usual .....
I was working as a telcoms engineer at the time. A group of us were sent by our company to a well-known 2G operator's site in north London doing a software upgrade, and were incommunicado from the rest of the planet going about the task - no radio, TV, t'internet at hand. Then one of us noticed that the switches we were working on were experiencing an unbelievably massive spike in calls going through them. A text subsequently arrived saying 'a plane's gone into a building in the US' - we tried to get online over 2G (at a full fat 9.6Kbps!) to get the news, to find that the likes of CNN.com had all crashed. Then one of the site staff dragged a TV downstairs from the tearoom and we got the full news of what had transpired.
Throughout the day, all equipment across the operator's GSM network were running at nearly full capacity, they'd never seen loads like it as people rang and texted their friends and family about what had happened. I'm pretty sure there's been no such scenario in terms of sheer weight of telephonic traffic since then either.
Part of the job we were doing required at midnight for all the equipment to be restarted to load the new software builds, which meant that all calls would be dropped immediately and hence no new calls would be possible for 5-10 minutes or so. Needless to say, this was cancelled - nobody wanted to create situations where someone calling the US, to check up with nearest and dearest, suddenly found their call dropped for unknown reasons.
A couple of weeks later, I was at Heathrow waiting to catch a plane for a meeting overseas and I was with one of our customers in a bar. He gets a message from his missus, and he looks at me ashen-faced and then shows me the picture he's just received - its another crashed jumbo jet in the US. It turned out it was a mechanical fault that had brought it down, but at the time we assumed the worst - the feeling of dread getting on that plane was just appalling. Needless to say, we sank a few before getting on! But the person I felt sorry for was the one Arabic-looking gent who was on the flight - despite the fact that he was wearing a very expensive looking suit and a natty briefcase, and had all the very latest business paraphenalia you could buy, he couldn't move his weight from one arsecheek to the other without intense scrutiny from everyone around him.
BR
FT
I'd forgotten about...
...that other plane going down. I think everyone thought the worst about that.
I was in Chester
buying 'Magnification' by Yes
Blimey...
It really was a bad day! ;-)
I was at work.
Listening to Simon Mayo's afternoon programme on 5Live as things gradually unfolded. I phoned friends in the USA, I phoned friends who worked in the City, but mostly I listened to the radio. There was little conversation with patients. Everyone wanted to listen to the unveiling horror.
Apart from with one chap, Mr Tod, not the crispest fiver in the wallet, who came in for an early evening appointment.
"Garn, Mr Law" he said. "You been watching the tellyvision? You've not seen nothing like it. Across in Hamerryca. This plane going into a block of flats.."
I didn't whether to laugh or cry. I agreed with him that it was quite a thing. He died of asbestosis a few months later but I will always remember him and his name for all the wrong reasons.
Working at the BBC Film & VT Library
A boring morning on quality control. I spent lunchtime in the office, when one of the front office women came in and silently put BBC-1 on.
We sat there, shocked. About 10 minutes after the first strike, one of my colleagues said that it was remarkable how the building was still standing, and that if it had withstood that shock it would probably be alright. A few minutes after that, it collapsed.
We received a phone call from News & Current Affairs asking if we were recording. It seems that there had been a panic and nobody knew whether the footage had been recorded for re-use on the news.
I don't believe in conspiracy theories, but something strange happened the previous week. Reports were rife that the Queen Mother had died on Friday 7 September 2001 - so much so that the fact she went to church made it onto the front page of the tabloids on the Sunday. My friend in News told me that she and several others in the department had had their annual leave cancelled at immediate notice, something which only happens in exceptional circumstances. Consequently, News was under-manned when the attack happened the following Tuesday. What I've wondered since is whether there had been a threat the previous Friday, word got out that something was amiss, and people had simply concluded that if something had happened, it must obviously have been the Queen Mother dying? (This wasn't merely a BBC thing - I was asked separately by friends working in publishing and at Virgin Radio whether I'd heard anything.)
Working at HMV Leicester
Some joker came into the shop and made a glib remark after the first plane had hit. Popped across the road to watch the TVs in Granada's window and along with a dozen others was dumbstruck as the second plane hit in front of our eyes. Then I went back to work. We'd just launched a new video offer and the lead title was a dirt cheap Die Hard, so I had posters of burning skyscrapers all across the store. Managed to avoid any more news before I got home and then had an overload of info about two other planes and the collapse of the towers relayed to me by the FPO.
Even in those early hours it was clear the nothing would ever be the same again.
That morning
myself, some publishers, and a would-be TV producer scheduled a meeting in my near-empty local, ostensibly to discuss turning a book I'd just written into a TV series. Unfortunately, the meeting fell apart about 10 minutes in as, ironically, we couldn't stop staring at the TV.
Around 30 minutes in, the publishers muttered something like "I wonder if they'll attack *us* next?" (they'd recently been subsumed into a Murdoch group), made their excuses and jumped into a cab.
I wandered over to the bar and addressed the sole barfly, similarly mesmerised by the tragic images of fluttering paper, and grey wraiths stumbling down the Manhattan sidewalks. "We're going to die now, aren't we?" I said. "Yes" he said. "It's the end of the world." And we clinked glasses.
An hour later, I tumbled out of the pub into a changed world.
The TV series never materialised. I totally blame Al-Qaeda.
I was drifting in
and out of consciousness in intensive care and missed most of it.
I suspect that this accounts for most of my emotional detachment from it.
I now live and work not far from the Pentagon; my best friend could expectorate on to the building. What really brings it home to me is the personal stories of my friends who were personally impacted by it - Pentagon, or Twin Towers.
America changed that day; I'm not sure for the better.
Education
I was at school (fourteen years old) and we weren't told anything about it; though I'm sure the staff must've known. It was, as has been said, pre-Twitter/Facebook etc so there was no way of transfering information between students. I remember getting home around 16.00 and turning on BBC1 to watch CBBC- for some reason though, the news was on. I thought nothing of it, and decided to switch to ITV to see if anything was on there. Again, it was the news. Channel 4? Same thing! At this point, it hadn't occured to me that there was a significant reason for this, and I hadn't yet processed the information that I was watching on the screen; it was only when I switched it back to BBC1 that I realised something awful at happened. By this time both towers had been hit, the world had pretty much changed forever and we'd all learnt a new word: Al-Qaeda.
The teachers probably didn't
We had no internet in those days in the school that I teach in so they probably didn't know and to be honest I'm not sure I would have known what to say to the 14 year old you if I had. I was on my way home about quarter to 5 after a staff meeting. Chris Moyles was on and I remember thinking he's not talking much, music a bit unusual, then turning right at this round about he came on and said that a plane had hit the world trade centre tower. I admit not being entirely sure in my head what the towers were but my thought was "oh he must mean a small plane has hit a sky scraper. That's bad but .." Guess I was wrong on that one. It was one of those days where the tv pictures did tell a thousand words. Seeing airliners swooping around like that and then all the other images. Rest of the day was as many others here rolling news on tv etc. The only "positive" if I can use that word in this context was discovering the genius of Peter Allen on 5Live drive as thats what I flicked the car radio to and its been stuck there ever since.
This is not meant to be insensitive but we can always remember the date of my sister in laws birthday - the 11th of September. Another thing I remember is Richard Madeley commenting that he had started ducking as airliners went over. We lived on a flight path and he wasn't on his own.
A post-script ...
I remember being appalled by the physical mass of the towers. Standing at a base corner of one of them, leaning back to stare up at the utterly inhuman scale of the thing. Not a feeling of awe, of admiration, but of being crushed, overwhelmed.
In every sense but the architectural, what happened was a terrible tragedy. For pretty much everyone.
New York
My friends are in New York at the moment on holiday. If I ever make it to New York, I will certainly visit to the area and pay my respects. I believe there are now two water pools, where the base of the towers were, alongside the other new buildings in the area.
Four tracks
I saw all the news footage in the messroom at work, feeling detached through disbelief, not lack of interest, selfishly ticking off a list that told me I didn't know anyone in New York.
I started driving my train to Clitheroe and I remember staring intensely at the four tracks of railway before Salford Central Station as the penny dropped that two days earlier I'd seen my brother and sister-in-law off as they headed for the Eastern Seaboard. Had to keep my head together for three hours until I could get in touch with family.
As it turned out, my brother had been driving through Washington and saw the plane go down on the Pentagon. He'd been working near the US Embassy in Nairobi when Al Qaida hit there too.
At work
Working for an American - New York based - bank, on a conference call with them and Brussels.
The NY people heard the first one, and the call was swiftly scrubbed. Watched the second one go in on the TV. Remember thinking to myself that I'd just watched the world change.
While nothing about that day was any good, what made it even worse for us was that we worked in the 41st floor of Canary Wharf, and that 9 of those 10 top floors all housed US banks/companies. We all felt like there was a bullseye on the side of the building. Every single plane that went past got watched with...well, trepidation doesn't feel adequate to cover it.
And no - we didn't get sent home.
"We didn't get sent home."
Blimey. That seems crazily reckless. I guess the reason we did was because we were high on the City of London police's list of potential targets, since our software ran the settlement system at the stock exchange. But yeah - our section heads in the Ops team all got taxied over to the emergency contingency site to run/close down the system and the rest of us were told to go home and await further instructions.
The thing that worried my mate Andy..
(He's ex-Navy)
Was, the next day, the sight of a type 42 destroyer moored in the Pool of London with all search radars going at full clatter, clearly on high alert.
I'd be worried by the sight of a Type 42 with radars turning
They kick out a lot power and are usually switched off when in harbour due to the amount of damage they do to nearby tv's, computers and other electronics, not including people if they are in the wrong place, one must assume all the usual rules went out the window that day. Me I was on a ship in refit in Plymouth watching it all unfold on a TV in the Ships Control Centre, it slowly dawned on the ships company that our next deployment probably wouldn't be to the South Atlantic after all.
Like so many others...
..at work. News began filtering in, but we had no access to tv, only internet. As others said, the internet very quickly gummed up, and most news based sites were very quickly unavailable. The only site that had consistant access and coverage was a Manchester City message board that hd a number of US contributors who were feeding info through.
All my deadlines went by the way that afternoon, went home and played football with my (then) 1 year old. As others have said, it felt like the beginning of the end.
I still hate watching programmes about the day. It still makes me feel physically sick with fright. I have been trying my best to avoid the coverage and will doubtless need to have a media blackout this weekend. Maybe that sounds pathetic, but that's the way I feel.
I was in New York last week, and visited the site. The sheer enormity of the whole area just isn't apparant until you've been there. Over 350 firefighters lost their lives that day - thats a tenth of the whole total who died. The scale and enormity of the whole thing is staggering. A new building is in progress, but the whole area is still sealed off.
It seemed like the end of the world, thank goodness it wasn't.
A good friend
had the most bizarre lead-in to 9/11 I've heard so far. On the evening of September 11th (Australian time), he went to see Glenn Tillbrook play a solo show at a small club in Fremantle, Western Australia. For reasons unknown only around 20 people turned up.
Undaunted, Glenn decided to give the faithful a little treat and took the entire audience on a musical walk through the streets of Fremantle. With Glenn out front on guitar, this ragged group wound its way through the crowded café strip, pied piper style, singing along to a selection of Squeeze hits.
After an hour or so, they returned to the club for a few more songs, after which Glenn signed autographs, pressed the flesh and posed for photos.
Still buzzing from the experience and just when he thought the evening couldn't get any stranger, my pal climbed in his car to drive home and turned on the radio...
That's Glenn's thing...
I saw him at Ronnie Scott's in Birmingham, years back. As he was galvanizing the crowd to leave the venue and join him around the streets of Birmingham, the management stepped forward and barred the doors. Their reasoning behind, with many of the punters having tabs behind the bar, a significant proportion of the audience probably wouldn't have returned from the walkabout...
Not until 4:30-ish
I was about to start a full-time year at college to prepare for career change and this involved a weekly placement in churches in Runcorn. Even though college didn't start until the week after, 11 September was the date set for my first visit to meet people. An event in the morning led into lunch and then visiting a number of elderly housebound who I was to visit over the coming months. None of them had the television on. Finally finished some time after 4pm.
In a previous career I had worked for an IT company in Runcorn for 11 years and hadn't been back for several years, so I decided to visit old haunts - including 'Shopping City', which was even bleaker than it sounds. My head full of what I was getting myself into, completely ignoring the sound of Radio 4 burbling away until it suddenly clicked that PM was on and it was too soon. I tuned in to hear Eddie Mair saying, "America is closed". My mind failed to process that sentence. In the remaining two minutes of my journey I picked up something of what had happened, including reports that several other planes were thought to be still in the air en route to who knew where.
My abiding memory is of walking round a bleak windowless shopping centre, thinking that I was probably the only person in there who knew that the world had changed. The only TV shop was deserted and had a couple of TVs switched on showing cartoons. I nearly went in to tell them that if they changed the channel the shop would soon be full. It was surreal, like one of those disaster/horror movies which cuts between the 'monster' approaching, to the inside of some US shopping mall playing cheesy musak, oblivious to the impending doom.
I must have driven home with the radio on and then watched the images on TV but I don't remember any of it. All I remember is standing in a too brightly lit concrete shopping centre with a tight knot in my gut, feeling confused and sick.
Runcorn Shopping City
It's quite achievement to find a worse place to be on 9/11 than New York City.
Shoppo
I'd never thought of it that way. It's a surreal place at the best of times.
On the phone to people in NY
We were in the middle of closing a deal that involved funders who were based in New York when the guys at the other end told us that they'd have to hang up as they'd been told to evacuate their building as a plane had hit the WTC a couple of blocks away. At the time, everyone imagined a small propellor-driven plane accidentally hitting the building (the guys in NY couldn't see the WTC from where they were). How wrong we were.
I was watching....
....QPR reserves beat Peterborough United 6-0.
I suspect a Peterborough player might remember the day for other reasons as he was treated on the pitch for at least ten minutes before being taken to hospital.
High powered stuff, eh?
I found out about the attack from a steward.
I was working at The Sun at the time
I came back from lunch and someone said a plane had crashed into the World Trade Centre. We were laughing about what of doofus would such a thing, thinking it was only probably a small plane gone astray.
So we put CNN on and couldn't believe what we were seeing. And then the other plane crashed into the other tower. I looked through the doors into the newsroom and it was going haywire....
Not a memory
of the day itself, but rather of an anniversary of it, maybe 2 or 3 years ago, when Johnnie Walker still had the Radio 2 Drivetime slot. I was en route home, he reminded us of the date, and then played The Eagles, 'New York Minute' And I listened to the words, and they seemed so apposite. Even now, I'm feeling slightly teary, thinking about it.I haven't got, and never did have, any connection with anyone involved in the 9/11 attacks, but Mr Walker certainly picked the right song for that remembrance day.
I was at work
At the time the company I worked for manufactured thermal imaging cameras for the fire service and had a subsidiary business in New York so our involvement post 9/11 was very real.
However, the overwhelming memory of the day was of one of my office colleagues whose father worked in the immediate vicinity of the twin towers. As communications were swamped and fell apart she became increasingly frantic to establish contact with him, finally, I believe, receiving a call from him about 3am the following day. Seeing her fears multiply with each failed phone call or email is not something I care to repeat.
The global communications infrastructure is good and is undoubtedly better 10 years on, but when it fails you may as well be in a sealed room with only an over-active imagination for company.
The OP's security Guard at Tesco
..who said ""this is the start of the third world war mate" was fairly prophetic. I remember watching the event on TV with a horrified Muslim flat mate I had at the time. Along with an Australian girl, who's only reaction was to repeatedly say the word "noooooo" very loudly. But I remember mainly the realisation that were would be consequences for the events of that day.
I was already drunk
It was my friends 19th birthday and, having done our a-levels that summer, it was only a few days before people were packing off to University. September 11th was to be an "all-dayer".
3 of us had been out for a while when, mid afternoon, more started to join us in our local Wetherspoon and someone said "a plane has crashed into the Twin Towers". I didn't know what the Twin Towers were. By 5 or 6pm we were in Yates, much drunker by now, and they were showing the news (without sound) on the big screens. It started to sink in a little more that this was something big, but reports were still unclear.
By the time I got back I'd sobered up a bit, turned the news on, started to realise the size of what had actually happened. It took a while to sink in.
I was at work (temping at the time)
so had no internet access outside the internal network. Another group in the same room were on an IT project and had full access, so we heard the news about the planes hitting the towers and then the towers collapsing in an increasingly incredulous voice from their manager.
I'd been travelling in the US when I was 18 about 10 years before, I'd been to The Towers, went up to the top, remember being in the observatory floor watching a helicopter fly below me, just the thought of that physical mass of the structure coming down was terrifying.
One of my cousins lives in Greenwich Village but found out pretty quickly that he and his family were all ok thankfully. Spent some time after work in the local Wetherspoons, the multiple screens dotted around the pub all showing the images from the scene with the PA switched on to hear the commentary rather than the usual silent Sky Sports in the background.
I remember so vividly the walk into work the next day. Everyone was silent, I could only here the sounds of footsteps and the traffic. I can't remember a single conversation, no-one on their phones. Eerily quiet.
Working in London...
I had got into HMV on Oxford St early doors as John Hiatts latest album "The Tiki Bar Is Open" was released that morning. I was with a client up until about 2pm and didn't know anything had happened. I got back to my car in Hammersmith, unwrapped the album and stuck it on. Just as the first chords of "Everybody Went Low" (ironic to the max) came on, my phone went and my wife told me about the first plane. I shut off the music and stuck on Radio 4 and listened to the events unfold all the way home on the M4. I had been in the WTC on a few occasions and remembered my last photo I took a couple of months previously - I had positioned my camera against the outside wall and taken a snap looking upwards. My mind raced back to that image and realised what now must be occuring at that very moment, at that very spot and went numb. I've since revisited NYC and always make a point of going to Ground Zero. I can never hear the Hiatt track again without immediately being taken back to that day.
Florida
The FPO and I were buying our 14 day 'hopper' tickets for the theme parks on the morning it happened. I don't mean to sound glib but Disneyland was an odd place to be for the next fortnight. All the American holidaymakers went home, there were no planes coming in from anywhere and everyone was just looking around at what the next target would be. As a consequence we spent the next two weeks wandering around empty theme parks like Elvis.
Off work sick with a high fever
There had been a general election in Norway on September 10th and I switched on the TV to check some results on teletext around 2.45 pm. About 10 mins later the first text crawler appeared and I as most others at the time thought a small sightseeing plane had crashed into the tower. I was glued to the TV smoking profusely the next 16 hours.
Not specifically answering the question
Though I did earlier, somewhere above.
My wife and I made a trip to New York, our first, in 1999. Pure tourism - there for the shops and the sights. After a trip to the Statue of Liberty we disembarked somewhere around Battery Park and said something like, 'Now what? Look, the World Trade Centre. Do you think you can get up there for a look?'
Well, yes. You could. As we found out when we had a look round the lobby. I forget which tower we were in but we visited the 'Windows On the World' restaurant first and were suitably impressed by the truly astonishing panoramas of Manhattan and New Jersey. I took photos. Nothing special. Simple tourist snaps looking down almost vertically at the rooftops below.
Then we found the elevator that took you right up to the roof. Outside, on the top.
Truly, unforgettably frightening, even though it was perfectly safe and guard railed to above head height. The sound and feel of the wind surging past and the absence of the Manhattan hum and bustle. The view was endless. Almost into the centre of the Atlantic or so it seemed. Again I took photos though intriugingly not of of the vistas. I took close ups of the roof and the communications antenna on the opposite tower. I think because I felt so awed by the scale of them, their immensity measured against my complete vulnerability stood way up there above any human contact.
I've looked at those photos a few times since 9/11. What must have been the predicament of those poor poor souls who felt their only, their best, option was to drop from such a place and end it all?
I went up there in 1981
The lift was bloody terrifying, really fast and yes, the view was astonishing.
Sept 11, 2001? It could have been yesterday
I was enjoying a relaxed after-lunch drink when a friend burst in and told me.
"John Martyn is 53 today," he said.
"Really? He does sort of look it, though, I suppose," I replied.
At work and disbelieving
At our Cardiff newspaper office we always had a TV tuned (silently) to Sky, and somebody happened to look up and see the earliest report about a plane (thought to be a light aircraft, IIRC) striking the WTC. Word spread about this terrible accident, and what were the chances of a small plane hitting that particular building, how unlucky was the pilot, etc.
A large crowd of us were gathered around when the second plane hit, and I will never forget the shock and fear we all felt. As the day went on, work ground to a halt as everybody stood in front of the TV, wondering what would happen next.
When we heard about the Pentagon and United 93, plus rumours of other planes going missing, one colleague asked, "Do you think this is the end of the world?" On any other day, we would have laughed. But not that day.
When the towers collapsed, the entire room gave a great intake of breath that I will remember to my dying day. A room full of hardened, cynical hacks just stood in total disbelief for many minutes, and many were crying.
The rest of the day was frantic, trying to pull together as much information as we could in case anybody local was involved (several were).
As I drove home, Classic FM played Albinioni's Adagio. I was so overcome by emotion that I pulled over and wept.
It's so vivid in my mind that it's impossible to believe that it's 10 years ago. Where has that time gone?
It wouldn't be the Word if someone didn't disagree, a bit
Given everything that has happened since September 2001 (invasions of Afghanistan and Iraq, tens of thousands dead - most likely six figures - in the Middle East and Pakistan, terrorist attacks in Madrid and London, the reputation of the US going down the toilet in the Muslim world, all the innocent dead of whatever colour, faith, or no faith and so on and on) then it seems almost perverse to say that the world didn't actually change ten years ago. But as it turned out, it wasn't WW3 (no nukes from major nation states), the US was already involved in the Middle East and I think an argument could be made that what happened was an *intensification* of the US role as world policeman that has been going on since Pearl Harbour in December 1941 - an event that actually did change the world since it brought the US into WW2 and tooled it up militarily for the challenges that followed: the Cold War, Korea, Vietnam, the fall of the USSR and the first sallies into the Gulf because of Iraq/Kuwait.
Conversely, the financial overstretch of the US, the rise of China and India, the current global financial crisis, assorted green crises that may come in the 21st century, the availability of always-on, internet-capable smartphones in Africa, China and elsewhere (pick your own hobby horse) are all developments that will change the world.
What happened on 11 September ten years ago was the brutal murder of around 3,000 people that was seen as an act of war by some well organised sociopaths. It was a terrible in every sense. It may have accelerated the demise of the US in terms of its reputation and overspending (the sheer cost of subsequent wars) but in itself, the idea that the attack on the twin towers changed the world is Anglo-American-centric i think. And that is not meant with any disrespect to the views aired above.
A lot of what you sat is broadly accurate
And yet.... by your logic, very little would be genuinely 'world changing'.
It isn't just an Anglo-centric view. I think any of the countries that participated in any of the military endeavors would argue that they have changed - to differing degree, but changed nonetheless.
The bombings in Indonesia and the increased radicalism in Pakistan can be argued to be linked to the attack.
I do think that how America interacts with itself, and the rest of the World, has changed.
American society is now more polarized than it used to be. The Right is MUCH more extreme than it used to be, which has spawned a more radical Liberal wing in direct opposition to it. There is a line, I believe, from the Tea Party back to the attacks - the purely antagonistic attacks in politics are now much more poisoned than I remember. Consensus, a by-word for how Washington really worked, is now a slur.
I feel like the "You Ess Aay" jingoism is more prevalent, and less considered than I remember; there is also a use of 9/11 to excuse any kind of American excess. I have had conversations with otherwise normal, intelligent people who would happily advocate the invasion of Kuwait to secure the oil fields. There is a convoluted logic to it that I can't unravle but makes perfect sense to them Think Glenn Beck's politics, but smarter.
America now seeks to interact with the world from what they perceive as a place of ideological and moral purity and what I perceive as rank hypocrisy. "War on terror" indeed; excuse, I must have missed that memo when the IRA were being welcomed by senior politicians. There is a strong feeling that on many matters the rest of the world should do as the USA says because, well, THEY didn't have a terrorist attack and WE did. So there! A very Violet Elizabeth approach to international diplomacy.
I know some people in the military and Intelligence, and they are some of the more thoughtful folks about where America resides in the world - and they identify 9/11 as the day that a lot changed
As I said upthread, America changed, and not for the better. And I do believe that because of that, much of the world changed as well.
I generally agree with a lot of your post... but
There is very little that I view as "world changing" and that's probably the crux
It would be interesting to know
in terms of "world changing" what actual effects have been on your life as an individual - possibly the ultimate measure of change. There are probably many I dont realise but on a purely personal level I know no one who was involved on 9/11, nor indeed any American's personally. I dont know anyone serving in the forces and the Muslim's I know well are not especially devout. The world may have changed but has my life been significantly changed? I genuinely don't know. I would say I broadly agree with all three of the previous posts. I do know the flu pandemic frightened me more because my wife was pregnant, and so in a high risk group, by comparison. There again maybe thats just fresher in my mind.
Not entirely related, but interesting from a western viewpoint
When did the Second World War start?
Ask someone from China or Japan and they might say 1931 when Japan invaded Manchuria, or 1937 when the Sino-Japanese War started
Ask a German and they'd maybe say 1938 when Germany marched into Austria, or 1939 after the invasion of Czechoslovakia, or later in 1939 when they invaded Poland (although i'm labouring the point here)
Ask a Brit and they'll say 1939, no question
Ask an American and they might say December 1941, when the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbour (although there had been war in Europe for more than two years by that point)
And everything about WW2 was good Allies and bad Nazis? What about the Finns? The Germans and Soviets signed a secret pact in Aug '39 which basically gave Finland to the USSR and the USSR duly invaded Finland a couple of months later to annexe a chunk of territory. During the Winter War of 1939/40, brave plucky Finland fought off the might of the Red Army and by early spring '40 there was a peace treaty that didn't last - the Finns tried to get help from the UK, France and especially Sweden but this didn't work out ... So they accepted help from the Nazis ...In 1941, the Finns and Germans fought the USSR together... and since the UK was allied with the USSR, the UK actually declared war on Finland at the end of '41 ... the front settled down for the next few years but things kicked off once more in 1944 with more Soviet v Finn fighting ... then politics, then Soviets chasing towards Berlin before the Allies, then the whole Finnish front becoming a sideshow and distraction ... An armistice was signed between USSR and Finland in autumn '44 with the proviso that German troops were kicked out of the country (mostly Lapland) - so in the winter of 1944/45, the Finns fought their former German allies on their own soil in the snowy north of the country ...
Everything about British history over the last 70 years and more - our UKcentric view - tells us the immutable, honest-to-god fact that WW2 started in September 1939 ... but what actually went on across the planet in the 1930s and 1940s in Manchuria, the rest of China, the Pacific, the USSR, Scandinavia, (east, central and west) Europe, North Africa plus the Atlantic wasn't necessarily so clear cut ... there is a bigger view than ours ... and i suppose that's what i mean when i respond critically to statements like "9/11 was like world war three starting" or "9/11 changed the world" ...
Blissfully unaware...
I was on a working holiday doing improvements to the Kennet & Avon canal with 11 strangers. We had all chosen to spend the week outdoors, in peace and quiet, getting away from the madness of the world. That day was our midweek day off, so we piled into the minibus and went to Salisbury. As we went in we chatted noisily while the minibus radio had the review of some far-fetched action movie in the background. As the day went on, we started to become aware of something happening at the edge of our knowledge. Mainly unawares still, we went to see Moulin Rouge at the cinema, and went back to the village hall we were staying in. That evening we went down the pub, aware something had happened, but not sure of the whole story. We saw the news on mute in the pub which didn't make much more sense.
The really odd thing is, as we didn't watch it unfurl live (as it seems most other people did) and didn't see the planes crash into the towers (they stopped showing it by the evening) it didn't seem real to us. We were in a bubble. We did the holiday to get away from the world - it worked too well.
I was working for a US corporation
At the time (in Portsmouth, not the USA). Work came to a standstill as we gathered around a TV.
What I also remember was that there was it was the Last Night of the Proms a couple of nights later with the American conductor Leonard Slatkin. It was probably the only time that the USA national anthem will bring a lump to my throat and the performance of Samuel Barber's Adagio for Strings brought tears to my eyes.
I was returning from a function
...the previous evening in Birmingham - listening to the events unfolding on Radio 4. It was the classical thing of 'reports coming in that a plane has crashed into the South Tower of the World Trade Centre ..' etc
It seemed like a terrible accident at that point. Once returned to the office and witnessing the two towers collapsing, my overriding thought was that if this had been a 'Die Hard' film, the consensus would have been that this was typically far fetched Hollywood nonsense.
I remember
watching ITN lunchtime news just before it happened. There was a report from outside some political conference and an old man was holding up a sign to the camera saying "ban cigarettes", then there was a live report from Parliment square where some bizarre masked man started waving at the camera behind the reporter's back. It cut back to the studio and the presenter said something like, It's obviously a big day for protesters.
We were on holiday in Italy
We were staying in an apartment at Lake Garda.
We'd had a pleasant day on the lake shore, swimming, relaxing, having a picnic lunch etc and had gone back to the apartment.
I was having a shower while my wife put CNN on. She called out to me that a plane had flown into the World Trade Centre and it had collapsed. I shouted back something like "How the hell can that happen?" imagining that a Cessna single engined plane had somehow veeered off course and managed not to avoid this massive building. I stopped showering and walked into the living room, trying to make sense of what I'd just been told. I saw the flames from the tower still standing and then I noticed the ticker scrolling across the bottom of the screen "America under attack". Then one of the commentators mentioned the jumpers, at which I started to feel physically sick. I sat down and within a few minutes the second tower collapsed.
We'd been to the top of the WTC a few years before. The viewing floor had recesses actually cut into it around the edge, which allowed you to sit on the floor with your feer resting a couple of feet below on a glass floor, thus allowing you to look vertically down. It was really giddying to be able to do that. It really hit home how desperate those people must have been.
There was an article I read a couple of days ago in which the author thought it was demeaning to call the people "jumpers" as in his estimation the extreme heat was forcing them out. It's a small point but I think I agree with him. Sorry I can't recall the publication or author to provide the link.
I was in Hong Kong
on a business trip. Asia is 12 hours ahead of EST, so it was Tuesday evening. I had just been out for a drink with some work colleagues and got back to my hotel at about 9pm. Switched on the TV.
The first image was of smoke billowing from one of the twin towers. As the horrific reality of the terrorist attack unfolded, I sat transfixed. I remember calling my work colleagues in London. I had thought it would be too late to call my wife in New Zealand, as it was already 1am. But as the enormity of it sunk in, I realised she needed to know, and to think about how much she should convey to our children, then 6 and 4, when they woke up.
The following day, finding myself on the 60th floor of a Hong Kong skyscraper, it wasn't hard to imagine what it must have been like to look up and see passenger jet heading towards you. How could you not think about it? Was it so far-fetched, after what we had just seen? Worse, I had to catch a flight to Singapore that night. I don't normally have more than one drink on or before a flight, but on this occasion I needed several to steady the nerves.
Why is everything brown?
Some people who I have met describe September the 11th as a black day for America. For me, three and a half thousand miles away in the United Kingdom, it was a brown day. Brown like the counters in my Grandmother’s kitchen which was where I first heard the news. Brown like the tea I drank as I lay down on the shaggy brown carpet, watching events unfold on my Grandmother’s brown, wood-veneered Bang & Olufsen television.
“Why is everything brown?” I said out loud.
Nobody responded.
Maybe it was because I was alone in the house. Maybe, with the childlike innocence of a 27 year old layabout, I had asked a question that could not easily be answered.
The events of that day were like a ball of brown clay. Over many years – decades even - they would be moulded by the fingers of countless documentarians, self-publicists and right wing country music stars into a succession of increasingly convoluted narratives that would fuse personal grief and suffering with propaganda, to create a self-important, voyeuristic brand of light entertainment that would inevitably become a parody of itself.
Four months later I was working on a documentary of my own. Titled Pets of 9/11 it was about a couple from North Dakota who had opened a sanctuary for animals who had lost their owners during the terrorist attacks. The first resident of The Twin Towers Home for Animals Orphaned by Acts of Terror was a dog called Conan. He was brown. I returned to the shelter a year later to find him absent. The new owners informed me that he eaten a mongoose called Charlie and shortly afterwards had been renditioned for questioning in Egypt.
Window on The World
I happened to switch the news on TV just as the first plane hit - I didn't often check the news.
A couple of years before 2001 my GLW and I went to New York and made arrangements to visit my daughter who was then working with JP Morgan. We agreed to meet in the top floor Window on The World bar/restaurant. There was a bit of fuss as we entered the WTC and the guards insisted that people leave their coats in the ground floor cloakroom before going up the the WOTW in the lift. Their was a fair amount of tutting on our part as the guard explained that it was a security issue. Little did we know.
We are but a moment's sunlight
We'd just moved to the NE
I think the day before, very shortly before anyway. At work in Newcastle we were watching it all happen on the BBC website which then went down. I realised I wanted to get back to my family pretty desperately. We were then staying in rented accommodation in rural Northumberland in the middle of the foot and mouth zone, pretty apocalyptic in itself.
My two young daughters when I got back were trying to play while the TV behind them was full of flames and terror and devastation and people who didn't know what they were talking about.
I felt as my grandparents might have done hearing Chamberlain's announcement of September 1939.
IT was made much worse by having many friends in NY - one of whom was in Pine ST (a nearby downtown skyscraper) watching the planes hit and convinced her father was in one of the Towers. He wasn't - he'd been rushed onto the last subway out by police in his courtroom who then rushed over to see what they could do to help. All of them died.
I can still feel the top of my head coming loose at all this distance, I feared for my sanity and I could see it all happening so clearly. I'm a dreadful old leftie and there are so many things you could criticize about US policy before and after but its all besides the point - this was an act of unimaginable aggression out of a clear blue sky against people in a place I know and love, who had no means of defence
9/11: A Conspiracy Theory
Well..
quite.